Monday, April 30, 2007

Monkey's live next door to me

Monkey's live next door to me!


there once was a girl who lived in a big house. She was so excited because today she was getting new neighbors! She hoped it was a little kid that was her age that she could play with in her tree house and at the park and everywhere else! It was so boring here in the big house with nothing to do! YES! The neighbors finally arrived! She jumped up and looked out the bay window. The little girl jumped on the couch, wait that wasn't right... MONKEY'S? How awesome!

Start and Stop

Inexperienced. That's what he thought I was. And he said that right before he dumped me! Just because I wouldn't fulfill his needs as a man. Right like he's a man. More like a childish immature little insecure stupid but muncher. OK off subject. So yes inexperienced can you believe that? What ever I will show him how inexperienced I am. That stupid jerk dumping me, just for a stupid reason. Well I hope he gets gonorrhea from some vapid hoe that can fulfill his 'needs' as a man. I can't believe he thinks that I am inexperienced.

Thursday, April 05, 2007

I Want

I want to get good grades by the end of this six weeks so I can show my parents that I can be responsible and get good grades. I want them to say "I am so proud of you baby girl." and I want them to say that I can finally go take my drivers test and get my license. I want to tell them that I want a brand new Jeep Liberty. then I want them to look at me like I am crazy but then say okay. When my birthday comes I want to walk out in the morning before I go to school and see my perfect beautiful deep sparkly blue 2007 Jeep Liberty sitting there in the drive way. I want to run to it and jump in it and take a big whiff of the new car smell. I want to honk the horn and play with the seats and the mirrors. I want to blast the stereo so loud that it scares all the old people that live next to me. I want my Mom and Dad to hand the keys over to me and say "Happy birthday baby girl." I want to go all the way to my friends house in Kyle and call her and say "Need a ride to school?" and wait for her to come out and see my beautiful baby. I want her to be jealous of it and say "You suck because you got a new car and I didn't." I want to laugh at her and say "well at least we have something that will get us to where ever our little hearts want to go to." When I finally get to school after driving to Mcdonald's or chickfilet and I want to just swerve into the parking and scare my friend. I want the guy that I like to see me and be like "wow she's crazy cool" I want to walk by him and say "Hi nice shirt" and smile at him. I want him to seek me out around school and try to start talking to me. I want him to find me and introduce him self to me and I want to start talking to him every chance I get. I want him to ask me out right before the school year ends and I want to think long and hard about it 'should I or shouldn't I' then at the last minute after keeping him on his toes I want to run into him and say "I would love to go out with you." Then I want him to smile and take my hand and walk me to my beautiful car. Then I want him to give a cute little peck on the cheek since we just started going out. I want us to have our nothing fights over stupid things. I want to slap him across the face because he said something stupid that made me angry. after a couple of classes I want him to come up to me and say that he was terribly wrong for what he said. I want him to kiss me and we get over our stupid little fight. I want all of the girls at our school to be envious because I got the hot boyfriend and the beautiful car! When I come back for my Junior year and he comes back as a Senior I want us to still be going out and be madly in love. When the football season starts I want to make a shirt the has his last name and football number on my shirt. I want to be up on the bleachers yelling his name when he has the ball or when he scores a touch down. I want him to ask me to prom in January. Then I want to go crazy when I go shopping for my dress and all the acessories. I want to be happy because I get to wear my football shirt on every Friday or whatever day we have games. I want to drive to all of the away games and cheer him up if they lost. Then after the football season is finally over. I want my junior year to whiz by so I can go to prom! I want to be picked up in a big nice limo with my best friends with me and my date. I want to have the perfect dress and accessories and shoes. I want my hair and maek-up to be perfect. When prom is over I want me and my date and my friends to go to a hotel and have a party. I want the night to go on for forever because it will be perfect. After prom I want the rest of the year to go by fast and I want the summer to go slow because I want to spend all the spare time I have with my boyfriend since he will be in his freshmen year at college. When my senior year comes around I want to have great grades and the best friends that I have had always had. I don't want any drama to go on between us. I want that year to be filled with lots of parties and cuddles and kisses with my boyfriend. When I finally graduate I want to graduate I want to see my parents in the stands with the biggest smiles on there faces. I want them to tell me how proud they are of me and see the glistening tears in their eyes. After I start college I still want to live with my parents. I want to go to UT so I can be with my boyfriend that I have had since my Junior year in high school. In my sophmore year of college I want him to propose to me for our 4 year anniversary at the first resteraunt that we went to. After I get my degree in engineering I want to get married in a big church with all of my friends and family there. I want my wedding dress to be beautiful white silk with a train behind it! I want to live a long life and not have any children. I don't want my parents to die. I want them to live for forever. I want to go peacfully in my sleep and I want my husband to be with me.